Floating along in a sea of people, I feel all alone; For though there are many faces, By them I’m not known. I smile, and speak, and gesture – But nobody cares. They gaze in my direction But it’s just a blank stare. This time of year is supposed to be Merry and bright… But all I can feel is an ache That won’t pass … Continue reading He is Always There
I’ve been falling back into the mud and mire of depression. There are numerous reasons for this. The struggle with insomnia has left me extremely tired. The hormone medicine I was taking to assist in achieving pregnancy affected me poorly, leaving me feeling anxious, irritable, and overwhelmed. And I’ve been experiencing loneliness for some time now. I try to pull myself up out of the … Continue reading When Joy Seems Elusive
I haven’t been feeling well. I’ve been moody, irritable, tired, and more anxious and depressed than normal. My fertility doctor recently increased my progesterone medication, as the lower dosage I had taken last cycle wasn’t enough. It’s really been affecting me poorly. Yesterday I had somewhat of a breakdown. After sleeping much of the day (mainly because I couldn’t sleep at night), I finally found … Continue reading Freedom Through Surrender
